Typical Tuesday

Tuesdays are my day off....no school....no work...no cares...well that's the hope of a Tuesday, that doesn't always work out.

I actually went for a run today...it was too nice out not to. But if you know me and how I am......well I hate running, hate exercising unless there is a purpose like soccer or tennis. Whether I went Crazy or just was inspired I went for a run. a short run but productive.

Have you heard of the show Glee? Well I think I became addicted. I don't know what it is about that show maybe the acting, the storyline, the actors.......nope, it's the singing! That fact that they break out in random singing and dancing and it's amazing, I'm just fascinated by it so fascinated that I wasted 5 hours of my day watching it. Talk about no life. I recommend that everyone should watch at least one episode of Glee. I can say I love Glee!

With the word love, how would you describe it. Is it the five love languages on how you show or receive love. Can it be seen? I've been thinking a lot about the word Love lately. How can I love one another and show my love for someone. In order to love someone you have to be able to love God which can be difficult. Loving God is a daily process of growth that I am going towards but feel stuck at times. I want to be able to feel and to know God's love for me to the extent where I can love others the way he loves me. I feel like I'm finding love from other things, like people. People are visible, you can physically touch them and hear from them. God it's different. Being quiet and listening to Him and having my heart open to accepting his love rather than just knowing it. Believing in it and Desire to Love him. I never thought that love could be difficult. I know we were made to love, that's why we were created but when thoughts get in the way and idols, it makes it more challenging. But I am excited to see what God has in store for me during this time of growth and really seeking him and searching my own heart to understand and be confident in God's love for me.